Thursday, August 10, 2006

Pregnant???

• i eat minimum of five (5) meals a day. pero nde rin. i could be this matakaw because my kuya was here in UAE and he keeps cooking good food. no, make that excellent-tasting food. masarap talaga magluto si kuya, even the simplest menu he could turn into sumptuous one. hehe, nde naman ako sipsip. kumbaga, magana lang kumain pag may tagaluto. =)
• i can take naps without my hubby forcing me to do so. i am not a nap-loving-type of person. lately, i just take naps if my hubby forces me to take nap when he takes his nap. however, for the past few days i take nap because i am just sooooo sleepy. i take nap in the morning or in the afternoon. pero nde rin. i could be this sleepy because i am always online and sleeps late or i was just used to a longer sleeping time during my month-long vacation. mala-batugan daw ba. hihi.
• frequent urination. pero nde rin. well, i used to have this symptom when i had my UTI (urinary tract infection). am i having one again??? is this the consequence of eating too much Boy Bawang??!!! i hope not. i'd better drink lots water then. good thing that at work, my new office and lab were both right next to the johns. =)
• cramps on my abdomen and swollen heavy breasts. pero nde rin. i am due to have my period that's why i am experiencing these signs. but i find the swollen breasts advantageous though, finally nagka-cleavage na ako!!! bwahahaha.
• feeling nilalagnat. pero nde rin. my hubby says my body temperature is the same as his. however, i feel like i don't have the energy and is too tired. naah, nasobrahan lang siguro sa bakasyon. hahaha.
• spotting. i did experienced this for a day or two. it caused me to worry since it could be another hormonal imbalance again. again --- because it has happened before. the only difference from the previous occurrence was that this spotting subsided after a few days. could this be another hormonal imbalance thingy? i hope not.

well, could all these be the signs that i am indeed pregnant? if i am, i am worried nonetheless. worried not because of the bodily changes but more of what i have been doing the past month during the suppossed conception.

• i have used an anti-acne cream (with tretinoin) and liquid soap (with salicylic acid). i have been bombarded with pimples kasi without knowing that that these were signs of hormonal changes. i was just too afraid to lose my kutis na mala-porselana. hihi.
• i have used antibiotic eyedrops for my eye allergies. my eye's previous allergic reaction has re-occurred and i really have no choice.
• i have been eating a lot of oily and junk foods. this is my fault. sarap kumain eh!

i dunno, what to pray for now. whether to pray to have a baby on the way or to pray not to have one. i hope the Lord grant us whatever is good for the supposed baby.